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I’ve been feeling like a fuck-up today. Last week I’d been having some pessimistic thoughts about my job and then first thing this morning I had to go dig through the office dumpster for about half an hour, as a last ditch effort not to screw up another job. That wasn’t a very proud moment, picking through coffee grounds and last week’s lunches, digging through bags and bags of trash. It seemed to emphasize why I’ve been here for 3 years now and haven’t made any progress towards my engineer’s license. I screw up much more often than I succeed and that’s why my career probably won’t progress beyond where it is now.
I guess that kinda set the mood for the day. I’m not too happy right now.